Because you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day You had a bad day Really had a bad day today.. 3 unhappy things happen today... 2 at work.. 1 outside.. sigh.. what is wrong with today? Its suspose to be a happy friday... ITS FRIDAY!!! sighh... sometimes i just dunno how to react to things.. am i too timid or am i just being nice, swallow everything.. and accpet the fact. Just dun wan to make other ppl feel worst.. am i too much into other ppl's shoes? and mistake always happen! no matter how much you try to prevent it.. be it errors lose your temper without thinking.. forget a promise just basically things that will hurt ppl I just dunno what to do.. what is the better way of handling things.. i guess the best way is to just cry it all out and try to forget it.. but somethings just cant be forgotten.. no matter how much you wan to forget it! just so tired of being a nice person... wanting everything to be perfect and happy... being in a naive world of my own.. Lord.. what are you trying to tell me? what do you wan me to learn? what is it that i've been missing out? i know i miss out alot.. by not obeying you.. by going against your word.. by neglecting you too.. and too engross in my own happy enjoyable bubble that i know would soon be BURST.. so fragile but yet i still wan to live in it. how silly. I pray that you will help me to handle difficult situation that comes in my way.. let me have ur boldness to do things that i feel will not offend ppl or hurt ppl.. lead me in the correct path. I'm sorry Lord.. bring me back to the cross.
- bad day :(
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chocolatycheryl- February 5th, 23:50
- DRIVING LICENCE~~!! hee hee hees!
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- chocolatycheryl
- December 29th, 2009
happy
Went accompany Clarice to go dye her hair today..
Brought her to Aunty may <de bell> salon at toa payoh :)
Lost our way.. due to my poor road or direction recognition. haha
took the bus till braddel and realise..
errr i think we missed the bus stop haha
called aunty may and ask for the address
its just 3 bus stop away from toa payoh
HAZEL KOH You tell me 5 bus stop!!!!
hahah
its okay anyway we manage to reach there
poor aunty may everytime go there also got to rush her .. haha
that time i do treatment also got to rush haha this time also
cos clarice got driving at 4 :)
she dyed brown..
not bad.. quite nice :)
Aunty says looks like a wig!!! hahah lol
i agreee too..
didn't manage to take any photo..
cos she got to rush..
by the time finish its already 330
yup
Then i went to tiong bahru to collect...
MY DRIVING LICENCE CARD!!!
YEAHHHH!!!
so happy to FINALLY collect that card!
haha
when i reach home.. haizzz
another registered mail from online blogshop post to my house and i missed it again
that means i got to go back to tiong bahru post office again tmr..
haiz..
sianz...
just came back from there...
nvm..
- comming soon in FEB~~!!!!
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- chocolatycheryl
- December 28th, 2009
excited
i PHONE 3Gs!!!! YEAHHHH
CANT WAIT~~!!!!
COMMING SOON IN FEB!!!!
hees ha!
- Post Christmas Updates! :)
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- chocolatycheryl
- December 28th, 2009
relaxed
well.. this year Christmas was quite a spontaneous and relaxing one..
hahha
no baking of cookies or muffins..
no writing of cards..
no thanksgiving..
Its simply a white quiet Christmas :)
well it was not quiet all the way..
Enjoyed some of the Parties :)
like the C party..
it was a Cool.. Creative and fun party i would say :)
Organised by Desmond, ann, joy and cheryl :)
it was such a relaxing party too..
BBQ without having us to do it..
haha
plus the food is awesome..
and the games are hilarious too :)
Good job ppl!
and My work place had a Martini Party...
haha
you get to see the other side of DOCTORS!!! hahah
they really let down their guards..
ties were off..
no serious looks!
Jokes and Laughter out of their lungs!
so much better! hahha
it was a great party!
I learnt how to mix drinks, shake shake shake
to make a lychee martini drink.. haha
thanks to my teacher Rossana and Ashely :)
i can be a noob bartender :) haha!
the food was great too.. but every love the Wine and martini Bar..
guess what? its held at the back of the ward..
how cool is that!
we turn the whole deserted Station into a BAR~~
hahah
It was really a nicely unplanned, everything fall into place Christmas. haha
Of cos not forgetting the whole true meaning of Christmas :)
Thank God for sending Jesus down to earth and make a difference in our Christmas today :)
well come to think of that..was there Christmas 200 over century ago?
hmmm...
nvm..
this is how Christmas came about for those who do not know .. :)The Birth of Jesus Christ
18This is how the birth of Jesus Christ came about: His mother Mary was pledged to be married to Joseph, but before they came together, she was found to be with child through the Holy Spirit. 19Because Joseph her husband was a righteous man and did not want to expose her to public disgrace, he had in mind to divorce her quietly.
[MATTHEW]20But after he had considered this, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, "Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because what is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. 21She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus,[c] because he will save his people from their sins."
22All this took place to fulfill what the Lord had said through the prophet: 23"The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel"[d]—which means, "God with us."
24When Joseph woke up, he did what the angel of the Lord had commanded him and took Mary home as his wife. 25But he had no union with her until she gave birth to a son. And he gave him the name Jesus.
The Birth of Jesus Foretold
26In the sixth month, God sent the angel Gabriel to Nazareth, a town in Galilee, 27to a virgin pledged to be married to a man named Joseph, a descendant of David. The virgin's name was Mary. 28The angel went to her and said, "Greetings, you who are highly favored! The Lord is with you."
[LUKE]29Mary was greatly troubled at his words and wondered what kind of greeting this might be. 30But the angel said to her, "Do not be afraid, Mary, you have found favor with God. 31You will be with child and give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus. 32He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his father David, 33and he will reign over the house of Jacob forever; his kingdom will never end."
34"How will this be," Mary asked the angel, "since I am a virgin?"
35The angel answered, "The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. So the holy one to be born will be called[c] the Son of God. 36Even Elizabeth your relative is going to have a child in her old age, and she who was said to be barren is in her sixth month. 37For nothing is impossible with God."
38"I am the Lord's servant," Mary answered. "May it be to me as you have said." Then the angel left her.
The Birth of Jesus
1In those days Caesar Augustus issued a decree that a census should be taken of the entire Roman world. 2(This was the first census that took place while Quirinius was governor of Syria.) 3And everyone went to his own town to register.4So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David. 5He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child. 6While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, 7and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no room for them in the inn.
The Shepherds and the Angels
8And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. 9An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. 10But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. 11Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ[a] the Lord. 12This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger."13Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying,
14"Glory to God in the highest,
and on earth peace to men on whom his favor rests."15When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, "Let's go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about."
16So they hurried off and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby, who was lying in the manger. 17When they had seen him, they spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child, 18and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds said to them. 19But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart. 20The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things they had heard and seen, which were just as they had been told.
- sorry des :( I'm Loving it! haha
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- chocolatycheryl
- December 19th, 2009
- happy
Desmond.. pls prepare yourself for...
THIS!
haha..
hees
Love me or Hate me~~
hahah okok.. i really did not plan to cut 'Bangs' okay
anyway its not call 'bangs' its baby doll fringe :)
here's how the story goes...
In the first place i really intend to just cut shorter but keep it slanted also.. but... when the aunty cut shorter.. almost looks like the baby doll fringe
my fren behind says: hey.. u look cute! maybe just cut it the same length.. you suit the look too!
aunty also say: yah YAH!
then i just orh okay lor.. anyway its already quite short..
hahha lol so here i am end up with the baby doll fringe :)
and still looking PRETTY like a doll rite :)
hees pls.. dun scold me :( hahah
u will still be my fren rite?
still will ask me out for LUNCH rite?
haha anyway it makes me look younger :)
hahah! i think at 30 plus i will keep babydoll fringe like FOREVER~~ hahha
so get use to it DESMOND HOO! hahah lol!
and at the end of the day ur conclusion shall be.. only mayteng looks good in 'BANGS' HAHA!
p/s: if u cant accept it.. then go BANG ur head until u accept it! hahah LOL!
or at most when i go out with u i clip up my hair lor.... hahahha
MY off day today :)
and tmr i'll start my NIGHT Shift again.. (dragggggg :(
Met hazel koh (the friendly giant)
haha she brought me to do my hair.. did treatment.. and its quite cheap :) 40 dollars
the lady boss was a nice sweet lady :)
first time do hair.. SO excited..
haha poor hazel falling asleep while waiting for me..
hees thank you anyway! :)
After that.. met up with lao po..
went walk walk shop shop..
and decided to catch a movie we watched the perfect getaway.
a thriller
okay..
nt too bad.. but i tot the plot was abit cock up hahah
but happy ending in the end.. about a 3/5 rate i will give?
went shop around and agnes B was ON SALE! 20%
only for TODAY!!!!
SO TEMPTED and was TEMPTED!
bought a BAG!
wenya bought one too! hahah so broke now :(
haha other than shopping around.. we also went to take Christmas Lightings and decorations :)
here are the pics and my new hair cut :)
haha Say goodbye to my old hair
Hello dolly fringe :)
dun kill my fren des.. hahha!
wenya kept posting like the reindeers! haha lol
A free wish tree at Orchard..
they say they will try to grant the wish if possible..
i wish for a CAR :)
guess what wenya wish for?
haah I wan $100!! hahah lol
we even leave our names and hp no. haha
wen ya laugh at those 3 ah peh.. haha
but actually they are the 3 wise men in the bible.. haha
wenya bought me the beany patrick that i lost ..
yea.. hahha so happy when i saw it..
i wont lose u again..
AGNES B~~!!! hahah
and its PINK! ahah
- Growing up...
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- chocolatycheryl
- November 3rd, 2009
crappy
Whoever says growing up is easy?
NOBODY~~!!!
WHy did i wanna grow up so much?
thinking that i could earn lots of money and can do many many great stuff..
That is the only thing i see in growing up FASTER.. when i was young..
Haiz...
Now it feels so Yucky growing up..
When u are young.. you dun need to have a goal..
they already have a goal plan out for you..
they? who? the GOVT!
You must go to school.. take ur PSLE exams..
then after PSLE?
they have this book filled with all the different schools..
and u dun even have to choose.. ur parents choose for u..
then?
U got into a secondary school
there another goal to hit..
The O levels...
after that its either poly or JC
and again.. Singapore has only 5 Polytechnics..
not very difficult to choose one..
6 years plus 4-5years plus 3years...
U dun even have to think.. u just need to work towards the goal..
that is all layed out by the higher authorities.
Then the guys goes to army..
and the girls.. look for rich man to marry... HAHAH~~!! NAH... just joking..
Now?
You work.. u got to think..
what's the next step..
u work n u work n u work n u work somemore..
work.. sleep.. eat.. work.. sleep... eat..
then once in a while u think about going back to school to study...
upgrade urself
then u do some research..
then u think about whether u are able to get into whatever u wan to get into..
Then u think about the COST..!! that is soooo ex! no more govt subsidize no more parents paying 4 u..
then u just hi ya... keep it aside..
and u continue to work.. eat.. sleep...
meaninglessly.. only with one goal
HOPING TO EARN MORE MONEY...
TO DO MORE GREATER STUFF~~! (like further studies which is 1. and etc. etc.)
HA!
Life has been quite easy.. until u come out to work
at first very SHIOK ar..
wow.. earn ur FIRST pay..
get to treat ur frens.. u feel good ar..
then can get whatever u wan..
nice clothings
branded stuffs..
almost all the pleasure u can afford if u wan to..
BUT.. after 3 months of happily spending :D.....
u began realize..
WHERE HAS ALL MY MONEY GONE TO?
WHY SO FAST USE FINISH?
WHY I CANT EVEN SAVE AS MUCH AS WHEN I WAS A KID or TEENAGE?
haiz..
so u worry about spendings..
contributing to ur family.. (which is good.. but hard to keep up with it also..)
And also..
as u grow up..
u got more worries to handle..
when u are young.. making frens is soooo easy n simple..
i look at u.. u look at me.. then the next moment.. holding hands together..
chasing each other.. playing.. WE ARE THE BESTEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD..
Haiz..
Now?
U are more Cautions about ppl..
are they good or bad..
are they fake?
will they be a good fren?
and colleagues might nt be equivalent to Frens..
they could either be ur worst nightmare.. or the reason u wanna quit ur job. haha!
last time EVERY FREN IS UR BEST FREN!
Now.. we are frens :)..
better one will be Good frens..
then..
BEST ones are of cos BEST FRENS la..
hahha
hmmm what else?
OH
Then u think about getting a Partner..
for serious..
a partner which u will think of marrying..
U found one..
at the beginning u thought of dying to be married to him/her..
but the longer the years grow..
U doubt..
cos u see the worst..
Then if u break up?
u worry about ending up in the shelves...
haizzz
growing up is scary..
i just wanna grow uP faster n faster n faster!
without seeing all these coming...
So NAIVE..
but if the clock were to turn back..
i will still choose to wish to grow up fast.. having been growing up in an environment of worries everday..
the reason why i wan to grow up fast..
is becos i wan to break through.. all walls.. i wan to be independent.. i wan to be a hero..
i had enough of all the quarrels at home..
the worries.. mom have in supporting the family..
I wan to grow up.. step up to do something..
Being small.. seeing what is happening around the family.. makes me feel so Helpless..
SO I DECIDE I WAN TO GROW UP FASTER N FASTER N FASTER PLSSSSSSSS
but now that i have grow up..
everything is different..
Just so different..
U realize.. u STILL cant help much..
So wad? grow up even faster?!
Ha.. Nahhh
SPARE ME PLS..
Nthing in the world is ever enough..
We Humans will never be satisfied..
me .. you.. everybody.. just wants even more when they have more..
and that.. IS the Irony of LIFE~!
That.. Is the UGLY TRUTH..
ha
- No mood~~ :(
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- chocolatycheryl
- October 28th, 2009
bored
These few days feel very SIANZ..
No mood to work..
dun feel like working.. just feel like having a break..
I wanna go on a short trip...
but dun wan go very far..
i wan go CRUISE~~!!!
sighh..
just wanna play and not think about work..
Maybe because slack too much liao.. hahah
last two weeks i have my sat n sun off! so SHIOK!
hahah then.. sat off sun PH mon Off again..
nua-ing & Nua-ing like a tofu.. haha
Celebrated Our Church 20th Anniversary!
Did a 9km church fund raising Run! from bedok to tampinese!
the next day ACHE like crazy!
The other day i was trying to weigh myself on my weighing machine..
TO MY SHOCK!!!
I SAW MYSELF WEIGHING.... 48kg only..
Ahhhh.. just a 9km run can lose sooo much meh..
SO most likely is my weighing machine spoil la.. -_-" haha
I soo love this weighing machine man..
can console and bluff myself whenever i like..!
hahah!
CANT WAIT FOR SAT HALLOWEEN!
Finally going to the Halloween Night Safari :)!
We missed it last year..
Already Bought the tickets! haha
haiz.. Singapore is so boring..
So little things to do..
Fun things are also so expensive..
not say very fun also..
Haiz...
BETTER THAN NTHING LA~~
:D
- Educational Sunday :)
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- chocolatycheryl
- October 25th, 2009
AN ACHING SUNDAY~~!!
WOKE UP feeling like i've just been bash up by someone..
body aching everywhere~~
I cant bend down.. cant walk properly..
One step at a time climbing down my double decker bed... OUCH~~!!!
why did it hurt so much..
cos the previous day.. did a church fun raising 9km run!..
its been long since i ran one..
without training somemore..
anyway got up and get ready for church still :)
After church..
Went to Body World with Ade Ming Jie and mengyan...
This time the body world is at Science centre..
Very interesting.. yahh.. think its better than last year :)
more amazing things to see..
should go check it out. yup
they even have horses and giraffes!
Should go check it out!
Took about an hour to see through everything..
then we went for an omi theater show about bears..
about halfway was trying to keep away..
hahha
cos was really tired..
after the 40 mins show..
we went walk around science center :)
when it was about to close then we discover all the interesting fun stuffs
-_-"
tried to play most of them..
haha
but there comes the security guard..
hahah!
no choice got to leave..
then we had macdonals for dinner :)
macdonals now got the monopoly winning game..
hahha
we wan to win the trip to the hawaii cruise..
haha but i think its impossible..
well at least we get to win some instant prizes like apple pies and sausage mac muffins..hahha
OVERALL a very fun but tiring.. and educational sunday.. haha!
- BOn Voyage!
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- chocolatycheryl
- September 18th, 2009
- excited
Going taiwan in about 3 hours time :)
Packed everything.. got ready all my documents.. money! and passport.
Ready to GO!
So excited! :)
that's the fun of traveling..
going to another country..
a different place..
different environment..
See New things!
U get to explore..
Dunno what's there on the other side of the earth..
haha though its not very far..
Cant wait..! hopefully can meet up with my ah meng :)
byebye..
- Finally Better.. ahhhhh~~
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- chocolatycheryl
- September 14th, 2009
crazy
Finally CAN EAT!
(Thank you to my lovely psalm cell who prayed for me..
Thank God..)
So happy... hahah!
Since we have to eat to survive.. why not eat enjoyably :)
To be able to enjoy food is a bliss okay..
Food not only for enjoyment..
its also for energy..
without proper food for the past 2 days..
really felt so weak that all i can do is lie on the bed.. or on the sofa..
u wan to move.. but u just cant.. just so weak..
Lost about 2kg..
but now gain back :( hahha LOL
today.. at work.. patients keep giving us alot of food..
fruits..
snacks..
chocolates..
sweets..
haa
we like having mini party..
happy eating away..
finish up most of our work getting ready to hand over..
hees
and going TAIWAN SOON!!!
More YUMMY food over there :)
Stomach pls be good..
and i'll be good to you too..
hahah
- Brother for SALE~~!!!
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- chocolatycheryl
- September 12th, 2009
Mine Brother not for SALE!
cos he took care of me when i'm sick :)
awwww... hees
- NOt getting any better :(
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- chocolatycheryl
- September 12th, 2009
nauseated
Took the first MC ever from work today..
saw the doctor yesterday..had a bad cough and had a temp 38.2
Once I got sick.. the next organ that gets sick is my stomach.. :(
so horrible..
Every single thing i eat. the stomach rejects it.. throwing everything up the next minute.
I hate to be sick like this..
I dun mind getting sick as long as i can eat well..
getting sick but yet feels nausea everytime.. and vomiting..
Its the worst.
Just hope my stomach would be nicer to me.. and get well soon..
Stop rejecting the food that i eat.. okay...
Not being able to eat and enjoy food is so saddening..
all i can do is sleep the whole day..
feels so weak.. and YUCK!
- messy messy messy!
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- chocolatycheryl
- September 10th, 2009
- sick
NEw skin! hees.. Freshen up a bit..
Life's more or less the same..
Work.. Sleep.. Eat.. Movies.. Shopping.. outings..
Last Sunday watched the Time Traveller's wife.. Quite a nice, romantic, sweet but sad show..
Oh well.. from the beginning you already know its going to be a sad show.. its gets sadder and sadder along the way
But overall though a sad show.. but i still quite like it.. its the nature of the story..
The HUsband is a time traveller :)
DID my First Round of 4 Night shifts!
WOW... when is free its damm free.. when its BUSY.. ITS LIKE CRAZY~
its like stocks market.. it can go up.. at maybe 10 to 12.. then go down from there.. and pick up again at maybe 5-7 :)
yup..
Or it could PEAK ALL THE WAY.. OR DOwn all the way.. hahah
ITs just scary handling things alone.. Uncertainties..
Recently work has been very messy.. n blur.. They got the new assessments forms and stuff.. making our job more complicated and difficult to pass our report..
Just thinking its really hard not to make mistakes at work..
ONe mistake at work Big or Small.. its like the whole sky is about to fall on you...
I hope all these problems will just vanish! ahhhh
sigh...
Now mengyan also not here in Singapore with me
now i know the difference..
use to complain.. this that..
now its worst.. call also cannot make.. sms also dun have..
BOOO!!!!
haizzz
just hope work will get better
and my cough will get better too..
faster pass the days left before i GO TAWAIN out of singapore..
no work.. no nthing.. just PLAY! although only for 5 days.. better than nthing la..
6 months of working! I need some break!...
SO stressed up!
So Messed up!
In the midst of messiness.. Thank God for the times he rescue me..
- where is the ATM?
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- chocolatycheryl
- August 3rd, 2009
amused
HAHAHAH!
this is hilarious..
this is how one guy try to get a girl's number..
and its one of the hilarious method i've come across..
hahaha
guy: hello.. ermm... Do you know if there is any ATM around here?
Girl: erm.. i dun think there is any ATM here.. so far i've not seen one. yup.
guy: oh... you work here?
Girl: errr nope.. i'm just learning my driving.. waiting for my instructor. yup
guy: oh... okay.. hahaha i Learn 4 times.. then pass lei.. hahaha
Girl: smile..
guy: haha So.... what is your number? (start flipping his hp.. getting ready to press the number pads.)
Girl: errr...
guy: hahah in case i lost my way.. I.. i drive around here.. I can sms you or call you..
Girl: oh.. haha i dun think i can help you if you lost your way.. i'm not very good at directions. haha ya.
guy: oh.. or is there any way that i can keep in touch with you? Face book? you got face book? Email?
Girl: err... no... hahaha dun think so.. ya..
guy: hahha okay okay... i.. then i see you around. hee hees :D Bye bye..
Hahaha So Funny!
A funny encounter.
- I LOve my New Hair CUT!!!
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- chocolatycheryl
- June 26th, 2009
- pleased
Yeahh!!
Finally cut my Hair..
decided to cut it all the same length STRAIGHT!
cos i'm too irritated by my many Layered hair!!
and I'm so satisfied and happy with it!
Thanks to lao po for bringing me to the salon :)
Happy happy!
not as long as before but i LIKE!
LOVE IT!
Sleep wake up become like that Pong pong.. hahah but still nice :)
- bro's Birthday!
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- chocolatycheryl
- June 24th, 2009
- chipper
Celebrated Bro's 26th birthday at Sizzler :D!
wow.. the salad bar! and the steak is Good..
but i order the lamb chop not very good.. haha
the salad bar alone is enough to make u full..
smart kok keng only ordered the salad bar.. hahha
anyway it was a simple but fun celebration :)
I love to make my own ice cream hees
we ate until the shop close.. hahah
then ming jie took out an imaginary cake and we sang happy birthday to him.
that was lame... hhaha
and my bro even blow it and imagine to cut it!
LOL
I make my own ice cream :) Yummy! Got skill
my bro and mark
Group Photos!
Guys grp photos
The Imaginary Cake
Nice red Sofa at Baker's INn
Group Photos
only two Retard PPl hhaha!
- Tornado
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- chocolatycheryl
- June 22nd, 2009
- cold
My week can be describe as if its been swept by a horrible disaster: Tornado!
A violent, dangerous, rotating column of air which is in contact with both the surface of the earth and a cumulonimbus cloud
My week was in contact will Errors, mistakes, bad situations, troubles and more troubles..
Its like EVERYDAY ITS TORNADO~~!!!
haiz.. make until i now so Traumatic!..
A job that use to be my ambition what i dream to do all my years.. Turn out to be like that _
haiz...
Its really not easy.
being a newbie..
being lost...
being so small and tiny.
Not easy to earn money...
Going back to church everytime after missing for such a long period.
it kind of always feels weird to step into the ground.
a feeling can be describe as awkward and not a good feeling.
Feels like a stranger.
ppl you used to be close to used to be teased and joke..
are not there
sometimes its just a glance or a smile exchanged
feels like you are not that close to them afterall..
Its just a Past. something that has passed..
Going to cell.. the feeling is different.
its warm and loved..
and i always hate to leave for work after that.
maybe cos its a time we had to come together and recognize each other presence..
and share about our week..
Fellowship that is made by commitment compared to initiative.
There are friends and family.. that are always there to make the effort to always bug and ask when's ur next off day or free day..
That made a Tornado week/Life less crazy, lonely and hard to pass through...
And when working... there's always mummy's home cook food waiting for me to eat :) Lunch/Dinner is not that lonely after all..
thinking of the nice and sweet packet food by mom.
save money and hassle to go out to buy when work pile up and stomach's growling and u just need a quick bite!
and Love's strong shoulder to lean on and cry and wine all I wan about work and stuffs and accompanying me to go to church once i get a chance to.. and early morning msgs to start the day off FIGHTING GIANTS.
Also.. the Tornado.. makes me start reading Job's tornado's Life too..
oh his tornado is Far more BIGGER and Crazier and STRONGER than mine..
Haha!
Right now i'll Continue to FACE BIGGER GIANTS and FIGHT THEM like David.
There's always God behind..
He will always Vindicate me and protect me from danger and not let me bear what i cant bear.
He will always provide a shelter..
Its just that i'm too blind and busy thinking of solutions sometimes
that i refuse to rest in Him.
It really feels good to be Vindicated without needing to fight for your justice.
okay... i'll end here..
- LAND OF THE LOST! hahaha!
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- chocolatycheryl
- June 12th, 2009
calm
LAUGH DIE ME~~!!!
SUPER UPer DUPER FUNNY! hahahah
thinking it would be a lame and kiddy show..
turn out to be DAMM FUNNY!
hahah
watch it with wenya..
suddenly tot of watching movie.. so went to see got what movie..
hahha
All selling fast except land of the lost..
so we decided to watch that.. haha
A show that MUST CATCH
VERY FRIGHTENING AND FUNNY!! hahha
BEWARE OF SLEE STAK!! hahah LOL
CHAKA~!!
hahha LOL!
Yeah! today my off day!
After a hectic work week!
the ward is definately Crazy nowadays!
haiii
Will i survive?
FIGHTING~!!!
- YEAH! My phone is FIXED!!!
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- chocolatycheryl
- June 1st, 2009
- cheerful
Thanks to samsung Service! my phone is fixed for free! yeahhh so happy..
the staff was nice enough to fix my phone..
The guy that attented to me.. FIX my phone on the spot.
less than 20 mins..
So i filled up an excellence feedback form :)
So happy.. finally got my phone back..
and i dun have to worry about getting up late in the morning..
becos i got my alarm clock back too!
without it.. other alarm clock really cant wake me up.
But when it spoils again.. i know which phone to get~~ hees hees hees
Sony Errison W705!
hahha
till then.. i need to save and save and SAVE!!!
Went for a swim after that! ALONE hees..
well not as bad as i thought. becos the place was GOOD and the shower toilet.. best!
They got those big big kind of shower head.. and not to miss they have Hot water! haha
feels like i'm in some country club..
the place i'm talking about is MOUNT FABER SAFRA! hahaha
I'll go swim there alone more Often!
who wanna join me feel free to ask me to bring ya! haha
Really a relaxing day..
finally found a place where i can spend time alone with myself and enjoy it.. haha
But one thing. i dun like the Lifeguard there.. look SO HUGE and FIERCE!
cant they smile a bit more when they talk. so stuck up!
hahaha
Other than working.. recently went Prawning with my Sec school frens..
also to celebrate shi's birthday! :)
it was SUPER FUN! hahaha
- Fix me pls
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- chocolatycheryl
- May 23rd, 2009
apathetic
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I..
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I..
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
